I have nothing to say, because I doubt that anyone is ever going to read this but that’s okay :D I’m rather glad that my voice is going to get lost in this sea called the web, because that means that I get no attention and I’m glad. I just felt like I need to say something because I have been neglecting this blog thing and well what can I lose? Um current news of the day I suppose will do: My Life Sucks. My cousin Laurie died this morning, she had down syndrome and she just has a stroke, she was a darling. But its okay, shes in heaven with the rest of the angels who will play with her. I say that my life sucks because I feel like I’m spiraling down into a black hole, and I have no one to talk to really D: But whatever I just have to suck it up as always and just go on with life as if nothing happened, as if I never planned to get a scholarship from the People to People program, but its okay, nothing every goes my way. Its life, I hate this corrupted government in America, I get angry knowing that these people want us to believe that they are doing the best, but in reality all the want is glory, money and fame, it sickens me. I just want to speak out for the hard working American who wants the best for their family, who just want a government that works honestly. But who will listen to a 14 year old girl? They will mock me and my naive ways no doubt, but I believe I am adult enough to understand that life is cruel and God sometimes can be cruel. These ‘parties’ are ripping our government apart, their selfish and cruel ways of thinking of no one but themselves, of nothing but the fame. They will use anybody for their filthy cause and throw them away. I’m not saying that they are all like that but the majority is, and I wonder in times like these: Would George Washington be disappointed in this government? I would say that he would be revolted by our demise of only thinking of ourselves and not those who build America everyday with their sweat and tears, with their lives and their bodies. They show sadness and tears but do they really mean it? Its all for political gain, it saddens my heart that everybody knows but no one speaks out, on the web or in real life. So I’m going to do it for them. I want people to believe that I’m stupid and naive, that I can do nothing but in reality I’m just setting up the stage for the people who are willing to protest loudly against these people, I’m just part of the big picture like everybody else. This is the Land of the Free, shouldn’t it act like it? Some of you might feel insulted, I don’t care, this is how I feel about everything in life, this is how I deal with it. You can leave hate mail for those who care about their reputation, but not me, I have none. Because I do not hold myself in high regard. If you do not like what I have said please just leave it be, do not turn it into something to bitch about, because then I will feel insulted that someone ruins my Freedom of Speech. My feelings. I suppose that will be the end of this post, maybe another one some time? Only time can tell.
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